A year ago

One year ago I was completely lost with nowhere to hide. I had no way to let my creative side run free and let it do what it feels like. One year ago I had no idea that signing up to this free website has led me to where I am today. I have met so many people and read so many posts that I can relate to. One year ago I was a completely different person than I am today.

I didn’t know what I wanted, I had no way to let all my thoughts out. But now I know, I want to write. I want people to read and lose themselves in my words. For people to relate to what I’m saying, comment and help my writing to improve and go on to do wonderful things. If you told me 2 years ago that I would have my own blog with so many people reading and liking, I would’ve probably slapped you and told you to wake up and stop dreaming.

The purpose of this post is to just stop and just appreciate how far you’ve come. You may have a long way to go, but you’re on your way, and some day you will reach your destination or the state you want to achieve. Just put yourself out there. No one ever attained anything just sat at home, decide what you want and take steps towards it. You only have one life, every day you waste will not come back. Make it count.

This is a happy one year anniversary to my blog, the 3rd of October, and I have loved every single minute. My writing have evolved so much and I’m so excited for what the future holds. Thank you all for following, reading, commenting and liking, you’ve made writing a pleasure. Here’s to many many hopeful years.

I’m still on my journey to happiness, won’t you come along with me?





So I was thinking the other day, while reading other people’s blog posts, that my blog seems to revolve around me and what I do. Everyone else seems to write about other things and not their own life. They also write in a very ‘professional’ manner where they probably will not say the things that I will, or make a joke in the most random places. And you know, the whole blogging is really working out for them. They are getting a lot of people reading their blog, and they are writing long blog posts everyday, and people seem to like it and like them.

People might not like me, or not like the way I write, or the things that I address. They might not like the fact that I don’t write long posts every day, or give them interesting thoughts every day. I know I shouldn’t compare myself to others and be myself for once, but it is hard. Very hard.

I don’t know, should I write about other things? Should I write about everything happy and jolly? Should I pretend to be the person that I’m not, just so I can be liked by people on line aswell? This blog is just becoming my personal diary where I vent everything out to, and I don’t want that.

I don’t know if I am actually going in the direction that I want it to, and actually developing into the blog that I want it to be. I don’t know I’m probably just over thinking again. I just don’t know anymore.

I just need some time to sort myself out. I’m going to take a break for a week. It has been a nice time so far people of WordPress, and I hope I can write again soon about better and more interesting things.

Thank you.